things i want to do before i die...

there are lotssss of thing i wanna do before i die. now that im 22, i've done a few yet has a long list of things and wishes to be completed. here are the list ...

1. i wanna make my parents happy and proud of me. yeah sounds cliche but thats my main reason of living i guess.
2. get married to someone who loves me as much as i do love him.
3. have my own dream wedding. unique one. attend by families and friends. no press!(who knows if i get married to a well known ppl or artist yea?) LOL~
4. i wish to still get what i have now after i get married later. i.e annual family vacation.
5. dying to meet oprah winfrey!
6. get an IDEAL WEIGHT before my wedding! :P my ideal weight would be 58kg. (wayy to go baby)
7. get into the business world before im 25.
8. i would like to learn mandarin seriously.
9. learn how to say "i love you" in atleast 30 languages so that i can say it to my love one in different language everyday. :))
10. go bungee jumping. this time around am gonna make sure that im not going with mom as i dont want her to stop me again.
11. go rock climbing. with a few more wall climbing session, im pretty sure i can make do this. a lil bit more!! yeay!
12. find a partner in crime. by crime i mean i can do all the crazy stuffs with him/her.
13. i wanna date FERNANDO VERDASCO. a week would be enough :) *will u??*
14. spend weeks in switzerland. for no reason, i always wanted to go here.
15. get a coach for tennis. and make a big serve like roddick's.
16. i wanna have my own kids. 3 minimum and 4 maximum. :P
17. study something related to psychology and education so that i can apply them to raise my kids and also to tame the hubby LOL :P
18. go sky-diving.
19. get something/ someone to help me to overcome my aquaphobia.
20. a persian cat as a pet.
21. backpacking alone.
22. go to disney land! not the one in hon kong.
23. to climb the statue of liberty.
24. to learn beading and knitting. preparation for hari bosan.
25. to have a walk in robe similar to the on in sex in the city. *amin yarabbal alamin*
26. to be a better person. outside and inside.
27. be nearer to Allah. insyaAllah..
28. discover what actually make me really happy.
29. to raise my kids just like how i am raised. or maybe better.
30. have a night in with the love ones as frequent as we can.
31. live and eat healthily.
32. to shop at harrods.
33. to be in size 10 once.
34. own a house. doesnt have to be a mansion, as long as it is comfortable, i am fine with it.
35. own nissan fair lady or audi TT
36. have a white room where everything in the room is white.
37. go around the world with my loved ones.
38. to participate in LA TOMATINA in spain. ( food fight)
39. to a massage centre. so me and my parents can go anytime we want.
40. learn belly dancing.
41. do a private pole dance for my husband :P
42. attend pastry class. so i can always make dessert and cakes in my own tastes and shapes.
43. make friends from all over the world.
44. ride the top ten roller coasters in the world.
45. and i'm sleepy. cont later :

nyte peeps ":)

personality test

when my insomnia strikes , filling in the tests bubbles are one of my fav things to do.
so i took this another test and is so0o0o0o fuckin true! 93% of it at least. huhuu

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


huhuu... scary isn't it?? am gonna do few other test while waiting for the clock to strike 6am..
cheers. :)

.:: things happen for reasons::.

my SUPER BIG day :)

21022009

last 2 years, 21022007 i swore to myself that i'm not going to celebrate any of my birthday anymore. all of this were due to my super heartbroken incident. believe it or not i knew i was only a re-bounce to this one silly guy through FLYFM which means whoever listening to it that morning knew~ sighs.

but today, everything changed. i cant stop myself from celebrating it. birthday has always been one of my favourite event every year. :)
the nyte before the clock strikes 0000; 21022009, i received a few birthday texts and msgs on my fb wall. but somehow i dont really feel excited bout it. not saying i didnt appreciate it's just .... u know there's no spark yet maybe due to my previous lame reason kot ;p ( oh yeah, that nyte i chatted with my new friends - ziela, syida and hamzah. they wished me. aww sweet arent they?)

then, this morning i when i woke up , i quickly grab my lappy and check my fb as i expected there'll be wishes at least. after scrolling down the msgs, i found out a very interesting video,
GOSH! IT'S FOR ME!!! its from my bestie.

gediks yet adorable isnt she?? :) heart u bestie :)

then i went to uni for tennis with hamzah. it was nice to play something u love on ur big day.:)
when i was playing, i got textS from pian and yann, asking where am i and the worse pasrt when pian asked me when i'll be free.. hahaha.. ( i know they're planning something! cmmon! i am the mastermind all the tyme! so all this kind of tricks, hujung jari je laa!!)
done with tennis then i went to kak jie's place straight. lepak2 and have breakfast. a few moment later someone knocked the door . i knew i must be farouq. then there u go. farouq but there was a ranting pokok at the back holding cake with candles!! awwwww!!! i knew it i'm so0o0o gonna love this year's birthday! due to nak control macho-ness face( ye laa.. i always made those surprise for ppl now its my tyme), i tried not to look surprise :P







spontaneous vids from this 2 rascals!! kinda cute :P


mom and sys called. they wish me! OMG! i've been waiting for their call since the nyte before. talk to them. ouch i miss them. then got text from daddy and the trouble maker. as usual, their present to me is INFINITE KASIH SAYANG :)

to yana, thx i knw u x luper my bday it's just the work load kan?? i knew u sayang i :)

later in the evening we went to south melb beach. was hell fun .
will upload the pics later.

kinda tired now. better pen off first. here go some pics from my super bigday today. to all who cheered up my day, thanks :) you guys are really matter to me. ( u knoe who u are)
and again thx for all the wishes :)



wow this is long!~ HAPPY 22ND BDAY ERNIE EZARRA BAHARI!! (22 is just a figure. i'll forever be young at heart :))


.:: things happen for reasons ::.

080809 :)

the graduation's date is out. as i jotted down the date, i quickly grabbed my cell and call mommy. she sounded super excited. so we started to plan the trip....

• shopping
• mornington
• ballarat
• geelong
• and the list goes on...

hmm that was few weeks ago. just now mom called.

mom : along, if ibu and ayah pergi ur convocation for few days jer ok x??

me: oh, why?

mom : baru dapat project baru. so the workload will double up. it's not that we dont want to spent tyme with u. just the work.

me : hmm ok.. ( but deep inside i was sad. really. ttbe rase homesick)

mom : ok.. nnt ibu try tye abah ( my uncle) whether dier nak ikut x.

me : ok. catch u later ibu. love u

then i texted my aunty. mengadu laa konon. hehs..hmm, not denying that i was quite down but after talking to my aunty i think i should be happy enough. atleast they spare their tyme out of their busy schedule for me. better thn nothing ayte?

i cant wait for it! miss you both!! oh yeah the 3 little rascals and the aunty and cousins too :)
so 080809 baby! :D


p/s : oh pian, if u are reading this, please save duit from now!! hiks


.:: things happen for reasons ::.

Australian Open 2009

date : 19th Jan 09 - 1st Feb 09
location : my spiritual home, MELBOURNE PARK


since the year 2005, when i started to play tennis seriously ( serious ke pun?? haha ok, lil bit serious thn i was in high school at least), going to AO is one of my dream. I always frantic whenever anyone mentioned bout AO which is something that i don't feel for other grand slams. and if u ask me why I HAVE NO ANSWER for that ;p

i managed to go for only 4 days due to $$ probs. LOL~ but all was AWESOME! it's like a dream came true! or IT'S DREAM COME TRUE! hahaha.. i cant express the feelings and the experience's totally undescribeable! :)

for me, pictures speak thousands words. so here u g




two of my fav player :)

hmmm.. for other pics click here :

• http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=55977&l=70ead&id=563127697
• http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=56023&l=b0f7b&id=563127697
• http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=56029&l=85e7d&id=563127697

lastly, congrats rafa! good job roger! and i heart u nando! :) and ana, i wanna see u next year!

better stop now, im starving. and hell yes i dun wanna die skinny! haha



.::things happen for reasons::.